My boyfriend doesnt want 2 keep it....?

i took my second hpt yesterday morning at like 2am. i couldnt sleep cuz i took the 1st 1 the day b4 and it was positive. well yesterday when he got home from wrk i told him, and just started sobbing. i have had 3 miscarriages (past relationships) and so if i dont miscarry this 1 i want 2 keep it. abortion is NOT an option. but my boyfriend doesnt want 2 keep it. :( and it makes me feel like crap, like i just ruined his life! he knows how i feel about abortion yet he still mentions the pill etc. i want him 2 just accept the fact that im pregnant and im not going 2 terminate it!!! how can i get it thru 2 him? what should i say? do?